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Desert Clay (single)

by MTN GRL

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This track came to me after the loss of two of the most powerful women in my life my mother and my grandmother/ two women upon the family tree who were so selfless and loving upon each day that they're smiles alone inspire me to live and share with people and the world.

taught me allot about all different forms of relationships that exist

experiencing a loss like that really made me open my self to many other things i may have not been honoring in my life such as friendships, relationships, self love and discovery, bigger picture to human rights, how we live upon this earth and how sustainable it all is.

parts of me long for they're company and laughter as i grow in these days i do my best to remember its up to me to change or stay the same and to honoring it the best i can. To know they're spirits are with me and the so many people they cared for.


as i learn how to be present in all fashions of love and see into what has held me back from it by being avoidant / loss of words in the moment / lack of self anasysis
this has pushed me to know my self better and know that we are growing communication and release are so powerful upon our hearts and minds to grow.

all the instruments were performed by Spencie Keizer
vocals & lyrics by Spencie keizer
in Joshua tree California

lyrics

my heart was molded
from desert clay
I've been running
but I'm ready to stay
I'm just a star gaze
a living haze
of dead stars
reflecting

i took to
too long
oh to sing
sing this song
i couldn't sing it
till you were gone
the did you knows
and how i wish it go

my heart is molded and i hold it grows

my heart was molded from desert clay
I've been running
but I'm ready to stay
I'm just a star gaze
a living haze
of dead star reflected
of dead stars neglected

did i tell you
how much i love you
i must of not
cuz we parted ways
as the night
parts with day
so we change
oh to change
or to stay
stay the same

such strange ways
such strange ways
such strange waves

digging the keeper
won't you stand your ground
looking deeper
won't you sing your sound

I'm just a star gazer
a living haze

holding on to holding
holding on to holding
holding on to holding
holding on to holding

credits

released August 7, 2020
All music composed, recorded, mixed by Spencie Keizer
mastered by PME

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MTN GRL Joshua Tree, California

MTN GRL is a cosmic dive into celestial sonic sounds that expand elements of rock, noise, pop and story telling kraut rock. With soaring guitar, rock solid bass, bombastic drums and inner healing synths glued together by arps, sequencers and shimmering vocals
Transcending into the infinite with music inspired by the mothers mother to bring you story’s from the heart twinkling like the stars
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